Past recollections

I've gone through sleepless nights,
thinking about the past.
Thinking about us,
on how we could have last.

Wasting precious time
that could have been well spent.
Instead it was filled up with
thoughts of you,
it doesn't make sense.

I've gone through hell
trying to hear your voice,
trying to reach you.

I've gone through all this shit,
wondering, if you've gone through it too.